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Castiel x reader
y/n: your name
Warnings: some language, other than that nothing for now.
Side Note: The boys already found the bunker, Bobby is still alive (because I like Bobby) and their ages are a little off from the show. Dean: 29, Sam: 25, reader: 24
I find myself sitting outside the bunker enjoying the cool summer air and the amazing bright blue sky. The last couple days have been pleasant but at the same time everyone can feel the awkward tension in the air. My newly found brothers sitting inside the bunker walls, to realize they didn’t know of my existence for 24 years is a little unsettling, I’ve always known that I had two brothers due to certain events, but for them John and Mary never told them of my existence. Which stings a little for all of us. Dean and Sam are confused by the whole thing and I know I was never mentioned because I was never truly wanted, I wasn’t supposed to have ever been born. But here we are 24 years later finally meeting and discovering the secret they hid all these years. I’m thankful it was Bobby who brought us together, had it been John I don’t think I could have handled this. Of course I want to get to know my brothers, but if John had been in the picture I have a feeling I would have walked out. How could a man after so many years of not wanting me suddenly have a change of heart. Maybe he felt guilty for what happened, but that’s just something I don’t think I could ever forgive. It completely screwed my life up.
“Y/n” Castiel’s sweet voice calls
You come and sit beside me on the bench wrapping your arm around my shoulders, pulling me to you. On top of finding my brothers, I’ve also found myself completely distracted by you my Angel. This weird bond that neither of us can describe, it seems like we’ve known each other for years, but really it’s only been little over a week. You’ve been completely supportive during this transition and I couldn’t be more thankful. I am worried at how fast I have fallen for you, I don’t want this bond between us to be short lived just because we jumped at each other, both feeling the same pull towards the other.
“Hi Cas” I finally say snuggling into your embrace
“You really should come back inside, you’ve been out here for a couple hours.” You say running your hand up and down my arm.
“I know, I’m just trying to process this last week. Cas they didn’t even know I existed a week ago. That by itself has to be hard for them to wrap their head around.”
“That may be so, but they love having you around Y/n. Family is so important to them and having you as an addition to the family has them excited. They love the idea of having a baby sister.”
“Yes but John and Mary hid my existence from them! How can they just ignore that? They have to be wondering why we got separated, and they also have to wonder what the hell is wrong with me for all of this to happen?” I raise my voice out of frustration, sitting up and pulling myself out of your embrace only to end up covering my face as the tears start to fall. Dammit I’m a hunter I need to pull myself together. This is not how I’m supposed to act.
“Y/n, sweetheart look at me please….” you say kneeling on the ground in front of me trying to pull my hands from my face. When you finally do I still can’t bring myself to look at you, the tears flowing steadily from my eyes, all these built up emotions just breaking free. Suddenly i feel your gentle hand grabbing my face encouraging me to look at you, finally I give in only to find myself drowning in your ocean blue eyes.
“No stop and just listen to me for a moment. They don’t care about any of that. Whatever reasons your parents had for keeping you a secret, we will never know, Dean and Sam realize that, so they’re not going to dwell on it. You have to open your eyes and see that too. All they care about right now is fitting you into their lives, they have a sister now and they don’t want to waste another minute not having you here with them. Y/n this is where you belong, with your family.”
With that being said the rest of my resolve completely breaks. You pull me into your arms, just sitting there on the ground, my sobs wracking my entire body. You allow me to cry in your arms, gently soothing me, whispering small words of encouragement on how everything was going to be ok. After a few long minutes my sobs finally quiet, but the tears keep flowing.
“Cas I’m s-sorry I’m normally not such an emotional wreck.” I say trying to wipe my face clean, taking a few deep breaths to stop the tears.
“No need to apologize Y/n this is bound to come with any exhausting situation.”
I smile into your chest, and you gently run your hands through my hair. I know you said the guys won’t care but I honestly can’t shake this feeling that they do. They can’t just trust me… and how we are supposed to hunt together without a level of trust. It just won’t happen. In reality this is not going to work out in the end. We are going to have to go our separate ways. And that also means leaving you behind. The guys need you and that is more important than my feelings towards you. I sigh and push myself away from you. You give me a quick kiss on the forehead before standing up and pulling me into a hug. Oh god how am I going to just walk away, I’m way too attached to you already. But it’s going to be for the best.
Walking back into the bunker I see Dean and Sam sitting at a table and the sound of us coming in makes them both look up, getting up out of their chair’s they approach me both wrapping me in a big bear hug. Maybe one day we will be able to work together, but not now it’s just too soon.
“You ok?” Sam asks me as I sit down at the table
“Yeah I’ll be ok. I’m just nervous about all of this, I’m a fucking hunter and this has my nerves on end.” I say with a small laugh and shake of my head.
“Yeah well family can be more complicated compared to some of the jobs we work.” Dean says taking a swig from his beer.
“Couldn’t have said it better myself.” I say resting my arms on the table.
“I’m sorry but I have to go take care of some business in Heaven. I won’t be long.” Castiel says giving your hand a quick pat and nodding to the boys.
“Alright be careful Cas, don’t let those pricks knock you down.” Dean says and with that Castiel was gone.
“That’s his family you’re talking about?”
“Yeah, not really we are Castiel’s family. The rest of the angels have just been complete assholes to him. But he still tries to stay connected to heaven to help us out.” Sam says getting up and heading to the kitchen, only to come back with his coat and keys.
Looks like we need to make a supply run, anyone wish to join me. Sam says dangling the car keys.
“I’m in, I want to make sure we get pie this time. And I’m driving baby.” Dean says snagging the keys from Sam. I start laughing and shaking my head.
“Really Dean you call your car Baby?”
“Hey you respect my Baby, that Impala is fucking priceless! So you coming or what.”
“No that’s ok, I’m going to do a little more research on a couple leads i’ve got. Might be something good.”
“Alright well text us if you want something from the store. We left our cell numbers on the counter. You should probably put those in your phone.” Sam says
“Will do.” I say pulling Sam’s laptop towards me. Honestly it wasn’t a lie, I do have a couple leads.
With that both boys head out and I am left alone to do my thing. Quickly I pull up a couple sites and choose the one that will be my best shot. Writing down the name of the town. I close all my browsers clearing my search history, and head to my room to grab my bag. Before I head out I write a note to the guys telling them I caught a case, and I’d see them around. Sorry boys but this is just for the best, we both have a job to do and getting to know each other just isn’t going to happen right now. Just before I enter the garage, I turn back and run to the kitchen and grab the cell phone numbers Sam left for me. Plugging them in my phone real quick. They still are my brothers and being able to contact them will be a good thing. Alright time to go. Throwing my stuff in the back seat I leave the bunker behind me, maybe i’ll come back here one day. When we can actually work out all the family kinks……..
“Y/n, we’re back!!! And I found the Pie!!” Dean yells through the bunker. When you don’t respond Dean peaks his head into the living room to see where your at. Not finding you there he checks your bedroom, seeing the empty space his heart drops a little.
“Dean, Library now!” Sam yells, but Dean already knows. You left. Seeing an envelope on the bed he grabs it seeing it’s labeled to Cas, he places it back down.
“Sammy, I’m pretty certain Y/n left.” Dean says walking into the library, noticing the note in Sam’s hand.
“What’s it say?”
“Dear Dean and Sam,
Thank you for everything this past week and a half. It’s been great, but I’ve caught a case and it seems the life of a hunter never stops. I’m sorry for just leaving but I’m a burden I don’t want you guys to bare right now. I’m certain I’ll see you around, maybe work a case with you at some point. Good luck to you both!
“She thought she was a burden?” Sam asks quietly realizing fully what was going on while you were outside earlier.
“I knew she wasn’t ok Dammit! Just because Mom and Dad chose not to tell us about her doesn’t mean shit!. We can make that choice now and I’ll be damned if I missing out on having my Baby sister around.” Dean says in a raised voice.
“She was on my computer before we left. Let’s see where she was looking.” Sam says sitting down at the table
“We better call Cas…. She left him a note in her bedroom.”
“Did you read it?” Sam asks running a hand over his face as he waits for his computer to turn on.
“No I left it for Cas. But I know she cares about him, and if she thinks she’s a burden. She cares about him enough to let him go.”
“She’s got such a good heart… but she’s just completely confused about all of this. She doesn’t feel wanted especially after whatever Mom and Dad did. You have to know she wasn’t just separated from us.”
“Yeah and Whatever it was it’s completely fucked up! Do you think she knows what happened. I mean that’s what had to have drove her to leave after finding out that we are family.”
“She might, but I don’t see how she could she was just a baby.” Sam says clicking on the web browser. Pulling up the history section only to find all searches for today blank.
“She deleted her browsing history, trying to cover her tracks. She’s smart, but she doesn’t realize what her brother is capable of. With a little coding I can track down to the last click she made and got it!! Looks like she’s headed to Washington.”
“Yeah but is that where she is actually headed. I mean looks like she had possible cases pulled up in Idaho, Oregon, and then also one in Wisconsin. Like you said she’s smart she may have done that to throw us off even more.”
“Alright well I’ll call Bobby and let him know what’s going on he will be closest to the place in Wisconsin. We’ll just have to go scope out the other three states. You call Cas, he will be able to help us.”
“Hey Cas, so we’ve got a situation here and it has to do with Y/n, would you mind…”
“What is wrong with Y/n” Castiel asks appearing in front of Dean.
“Cas buddy she left, she left a note for us while we were out saying she felt like a burden. There is also a note for you in her bedroom.” Dean said patting Castiel’s shoulder.
Cas walks to your bedroom to find an envelope addressed to him. Y/n, sweetheart why are you doing this to yourself? Sitting down on your bed he opens the envelope slowly pulling out your note to him.
I’m really sorry for doing this, but I need you to know this is not because I don’t care for you. This past week has been completely wonderful getting to know you and I thank you for everything you have done for me to help me through this time, but I just can’t allow myself to burden Dean and Sam… Not like this. Castiel, you will always hold a special place in my heart, but the guys need you more and I can’t take you away from them. They are your family. I want you to know that I’m going to be ok, I’ve found a case and I’m going to focus on that right now. This isn’t goodbye, just farewell for now. Take care of yourself my sweet Castiel.
When will you realize that Dean and Sam are your family too, and they want you with them. Standing up Castiel folds you’r note and places it in the pocket of his trench coat. Walking back to the library he finds Dean and Sam waiting for him.
“You alright Cas?” Sam asks
“I don’t understand why she feels like this.”
“Cas, man she’s a hunter and a Winchester. She’s putting us before herself, right now she just thinks this is what’s best. She’s thinking about the situation with our parents, and the fact she doesn’t want to mess our rythme up as a team. We are just going to force her to realize she can’t get rid of us so easily. So you riding with us, cause we’re bringing her ass home.” Dean says
“Yes I will join you.”
“Alright let’s hit the road then!!” Dean says grabbing his bag, ready to head out.
One Month Later:
Getting back to my apartment I struggle to find my key, having not used it in forever. I worked a couple different cases while heading back to my apartment. Not hearing anything from Dean, Sam, or Castiel only confirms that I was right we all are better off with living like this. I’m not going to lie it saddens me a little, but I’m also the one who left so what’s done is done. Finally finding my key I head straight for my bedroom, making a mental note that I should probably go and get some groceries, but for now I’m exhausted and I just want to lay down. Maybe take a nice hot shower. Throwing my bag on the bed I start to pull out my bathroom stuff, and putting dirty laundry in a hamper, doing anything to distract myself. Convincing myself that I just need to keep busy at the moment. Not liking the quiet I put some music on, but it’s honestly just noise, I can’t get into it.
Jumping out of my skin I spin around, reaching for my gun but I realize I left it by the front door. Shit, what the fuck was I thinking. But when my eyes fall on, the person who said my name I realize i’m not in any danger.
“Castiel” I whisper swallowing hard, seeing you makes my heart flutter and ache at the same time. You look so broken. You just stand there looking at me for a few seconds, before looking down at the ground. I don’t know what to say so I just stand here in silence waiting to see if you’ll say something… anything. After a few seconds of awkward silence I try to initiate a conversation.
“Castiel what are you….”
“Why did you leave Y/n?” you say still not looking at me and it breaks my heart.
“Cas I can’t let myself drag you three down. I just…”
“And how can you not see that you are wanted!! That your brothers want you there with them, that I want you by my side!” You partially yell, looking up at me. The passion in your eyes and the tears starting to pool. Oh my Angel, what have I done to you.
“I never meant to hurt you Cas…. That’s the last thing I wanted to do” I whisper, not able to make my voice any louder, but I know you would hear me. Now I can’t bring myself to look at you, I feel awful doing this to you and I feel the tears start to fall from my eyes. I hear you walk farther into my room, until you are standing right in front of me.
“Do you even realize how worried I’ve been… How worried your brothers have been. We haven’t been able to track you. We have no way of calling you. You just disappeared Y/n. I didn’t know if you got hurt on a hunt, or if you were captured. I couldn’t sense you Y/n and I can’t figure out why my only form of hope was that if you were still alive that you would eventually come back here.” You say, your voice cracking slightly towards the end and the tears now steadily dripping from my face.
“I didn’t know… I’m… I’m so sorry.” I say wrapping my arms around myself.
Suddenly I feel your hand against my face, cupping my cheek I lean into you touch and reach my hand up to grab your wrist. Finally bringing my eyes to yours, I see so much emotion running through your pearly blue eyes. Sadness, relief, happiness and I can’t tell what else. Even your wings are droopy. There are no words to convey how truly sorry I am for doing this to you, I thought what I was doing was the best solution and now I’m realizing how very wrong I am. Especially when trying to push you away, I was stupid, foolish….
In the next moment you lean forward capturing my lips with yours, I gasp as I feel electricity shoot through my body and you take advantage to deepen the kiss. Our tongues colliding in a searing kiss, my hands reach up and tangle themselves in your hair, your hand reaching down to my waist to pull me closer completely encasing me in your embrace. My body melting into your’s I completely give into you, because you are where I belong. The need for air becomes necessary and I have to break apart from you, breathing hard you rest your forehead on mine. Lightly nuzzling my nose with yours. The sensation of that makes me giggle and I hear you exhale in a small laugh as you smile. I move my hands down and wrap them around your waist, pulling myself into your chest, looking up at you I now see nothing but unconditional love as you lean down giving me a much gentler kiss but filled with just as much passion, this time when we break apart you kiss my forehead, and I close my eyes enjoying the feeling. You rest your head on top of mine and give me a tight hug, which lets me know you’re never letting me go again, which honestly I am perfectly fine with. The next few minutes are spent in silence, just holding each other. You sigh and pull away from me just enough so you can look into my eyes.
“Y/n, please don’t ever just take off like that again. Just talk to me about how your feeling, or your brothers. We all want you in our lives, I especially want you here with me.”
“I promise Cas, I won’t ever do this to you again…. Did you feel that spark when you kissed me?”
“Hmmm it was quite pleasant, it probably came from my grace.”
“I certainly enjoyed it.” I say with a shy smile and you raise your eyebrow.
“Did you now?” You say grinning, and leaning down to kiss me again.
“Is that what you liked?” you ask and I sigh in content.
Suddenly I hear someone knocking loudly on the door to my apartment and I straighten up tensing slightly.
“Cas I’m not expecting anyone.”
“Don’t worry it’s just your brothers. We technically are here to bring you home Y/n”
“What am I supposed to do with all my stuff?” I ask looking around at all my belongings i’ve gathered over the years.
“Trust me your brothers have it all handled, just trust them.” You say pushing me towards the door.
I open the door and sure enough there are my two big brothers. Both carrying a couple boxes.
“Hi guys” I say as they come in and place the boxes on the floor.
Dean immediately wrapped me in his arms, giving me the tightest hug ever. Sam being as tall as he is leans down and does the same thing. None of us saying a word.
“So?” I say playing with my hands before Castiel comes and wraps his arms around me from behind, leaning your head on my shoulder.
“Y/n, you ever do something like this again I’m going to kick your ass Kapeash?” Dean says taking on a Big Brotherly tone.
“Kapeash.” I say nodding my head.
“Yeah, Y/n your our family now…. And it doesn’t matter what’s happened in the past. It’s our turn to make a decision and any scenario you choose I’d like to have my little sister in the picture.” Sam says shrugging his shoulders.
“Guys…. I’m sorry for doing this, but I just felt like I was being a….”
“Burden” Sam finishes for me and I nod my head
“Look siblings are supposed to annoy you and make you want to pull your hair out at times, but at the end of the day I know that I can depend on my family, that if I ever needed anything I could trust them. And in our line of work I know I can trust them having my back, because that’s what family does. Dean says making me smile
“You could never be a burden to us. We like you already, getting to know you further will be a blessing.” Sam says
I can feel tears start to come to my eyes again, but all I can do is laugh.
“Well good. I’m glad you all want me around.”
“Yeah, are we done here, cause I’m tired of this whole like chick flick moment.” Dean says taking a seat on my couch, making me giggle
“Ok so umm what’s the boxes for?” I ask moving the conversation forward.
“Well these are the start of your moving boxes. I’m not entirely certain what you want to move but your new permanent residence is at the bunker.” Sam says sitting on the arm of the couch.
“So time decide what coming and what’s staying kido.” Dean says clapping his hands
Again I look around my small apartment, most the furniture came with it but It’s all I’ve know since I was 15. The thought of actually leaving this place behind and never coming back, excites me and makes me a little sad at the same time.
“Hey it will be ok.” Cas whispers in my ear and I nod in agreement.
“Well I guess i can throw all my clothes, blankets, and bathroom stuff in my car. All the furniture can stay it was here when I got the place anyways. Ummm Dean can you start packing all my movies and Cd’s. Sam all my hunting gear is in that closet would you mind packing that up for me. Also the tv in my room belongs to me, so i’d like to take that with me if I can. Castiel can you help me start cleaning out my bedroom?” Everyone gives a small nod heading to do their tasks.
Going into my room I open my closet and pull out a couple bags. Laying them out on my bed, I start to shove my clothes from my drawers into a bag but I don’t get very far before you’re kneeling down beside me grabbing my hands.
“Y/n, this change is going to be good. I promise.” you say making circles on my hands with your thumbs.
“I know Cas, it’s just this is all I’ve known for almost 10 years. It’s hard to wrap my head around the fact that I’m moving somewhere better than this. You nod your head in understanding, moving forward kissing my lips softly.
“Where would you like me to start?”
“Ummm you can start packing my closet if you want.” You stand up grabbing a bag and move towards my closet.
I finish shoving all my clothes from my dresser into bags and I grab a duffel bag I set aside to pack all my bathroom stuff in. I take all my hair products, makeup, flat iron, hair dryer, curling iron, and all the other shit I have in my bathroom placing it in one bag. It’s been a long time since I’ve seen these drawers empty, it took me 10 years to gather everything I have and when I got here I really didn’t have much besides my car, and the few clothes in my backpack. Now I’m comfortable and moving to a place where my bathroom is the size of my bedroom, and the closet space is huge. My lifes really come a long way since then and I’m not certain it can get any better than this.
“Hey Y/n, are all those books on the shelves in the living room going?” Sam asks peeking his head into the bathroom.
“Yes and please be careful, some of them are kind of falling apart.”
Finishing my bathroom I walk back into my bedroom, dropping my bag on the floor, before I start to take off all the blankets and pillows from my bed.
“Do you really sleep with all these blankets Y/n?” Cas asks walking over to help me
“Yup, it keeps me warm and I feel safe with the weight of all of them on top of me. Plus I just love blankets.”
“I can see that.” you say and I laugh. It’s true I probably have more blankets than one person needs but I also enjoy making tie-blankets, so I’ve got lots of those laying around.
I unplug my speakers and tv so that they are ready to be move out. With my bedroom and bathroom packed I make my way into the kitchen. I don’t really need to take any of the dishes with me and I don’t really have any food stocked so I just grab my towels and few little decorations I’ve added. Throwing them into a couple trash bags to take with me. Looking around one last time I realize everything I have is packed and ready to be put in the cars. Dean and Sam handle my tv, and the rest of the stuff we gradually make our way down stairs.
“Alright that’s everything. I just need to go turn my keys into the main office real quick and we can head out.” I say dangling my keys, taking a quick walk over to the office. Signing some final paperwork and that was it. I’ll never be coming back.
“Alright Sis you ready to hit the road?” Dean hollers as I’m walking back
“Yup let’s go, Cas you want to ride with me or would you prefer to meet us back at the bunker.”
“Y/n I’d love to ride with you, but I’ll drive first you’re tired and need to rest.” I nod my head and throw my keys at you.
You open my car door for me and I get in smiling my thanks. Dean and Sam wave a farewell for now and take off. You getting in on the driver’s side, handing me a blanket and a pillow. Again I smile and I slide across the seats to give you a kiss, deciding to sit in the middle I kick my feet up across the seat, strapping my seat belt across my lap, I throw my blanket across my legs and lean into your side. You wrap your arm around me and start to drive out of the parking lot.
Goodbye my old life, it’s time for me to start a new chapter….
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Castiel x reader
Warning: Language, otherwise nothing right now!
y/n: your name
Side note: Hi everyone, so this is my first Castiel x reader, along with my first supernatural fic ever. So I hope you enjoy. Also it’s been such a long time since I’ve written anything so I apologize for any mistakes.
One more thing: The boys already are living in the bunker and Bobby never died (Because I like Bobby)
“Did Bobby say why he wanted us back at the Bunker so fast?” Sam asked
“Nope, just said it was urgent.”
“We were in the middle of working a case, couldn’t we have just asked Cas to go help him out.”
“Yeah I tried to tell him that and Bobby’s exact words were, ‘Dean what part of urgent do you two idjits not understand, hurry up and get your asses back to the Bunker!’”
“This better actually be important.”
The rest of the drive back to the bunker is spent in silence, both brothers wondering what could be so important that Bobby would pull them from a hunt. It was only a simple salt and burn but it was still an important job and neither of them felt comfortable leaving the spirit to another hunter to handle. Pulling into the bunkers garage, they both head to the map room, only to turn the corner and find a girl standing in front of them. Dropping their bags, both pulling their guns out, the girl doing the same.
“Who the fuck are you?” Dean half yells
“I could ask you the same damn thing?” The girl snips back.
“Well considering you’re in our home, I suggest you drop the gun and answer the question.” Sam says
“No fucking way I’m dropping my gun, you think I’m that stupid? I’m only here because Bobby asked me to be, instead I find you two and no Bobby.”
“Oh for the love of… would you three put those damn things away before you blow each other’s damn brains out!” Bobby says coming into the room pushing the boys guns down,
“Bobby what the fuck is going on. You said this was urgent and we walk in only to find some girl standing in the Bunker” Dean says throwing his hands in your direction.
“Jeezus Dean take a chill pill this is pretty urgent. Now all of you sit your asses down in the living room.”
“I’m perfectly fine with standing” you say glaring at the two men in front of you.
“Dammit y/n quit being so stubborn would you. Just sit your ass down. Trust me all of you are going to need to sit for this one.”
“ Y/n, you a hunter?” Sam asks
“Yes I’m hunter and I’m assuming you two are as well. So what’s your names.”
“Were brothers if you haven’t figured that out yet” Dean says smugly plopping down in a chair, kicking his feet up.
All I can do is stand there in shock. I’m not entirely certain I heard them correctly did they just say Winchester?
“So you got a last name?” Dean asks after a few minutes of silence.
“Bobby what the fuck is this??? Winchester really? I swear if you’re are pulling some sort of sick twisted joke here I swear I’ll…..”
“Y/n, hold on a second, sit your ass down, and calm down” Bobby says
I sit down with a huff, crossing my arms across my chest, I feel like I’m ready to be sick…. There is just no way this is possible.
“Now if the three of you are done I can explain what is going on. Dean, Sam this is Y/n Winchester, she is your sister. Y/n these are your brothers Dean and Sam
The brothers don’t say a word, just sit there in shock. And I can feel myself become even more overwhelmed by this situation. My brothers… I mean I knew I had brothers I just didn’t ever think I would meet them. Obviously they don’t know I exist.
“Bobby, our sister… As in half-sister like Adam was?” Sam asks
“No I’m fairly certain she is your baby sister… As in your parent’s technically had three kids. Two boys and one girl. Your little sister.”
“Bobby Mom and Dad never had another Baby It was just Sam and myself. Shit there wasn’t even enough time to have another baby before Mom died.” Dean says obviously frustrated by the situation.
“Your Dad once told me that He and Mary had another child. A little girl. She is a year younger than you Sam. You… just… got separated that’s all. John even told me that he met her just a little while before he died. Just didn’t have the chance to tell you and i’m certain he didn’t even know how to tell you considering it was never mentioned.”
“Bobby you know I never have met my parents. And I know for a fact I’ve never met another hunter claiming to be my father. So if I’ve met him this guy is an asshole for not saying anything and secondly how can you be so certain I’m Dean and Sam’s Blood. I mean just because we share a last name doesn’t mean squat!” I say slightly raising my voice, trying to hide the fact that I’m on the verge of tears.
Suddenly Bobby pulls a picture out and hands it to me. It’s a picture of me and another hunter I met a couple years ago. We happened to be working the same case. My heart drops even further into my stomach. If this guy really was my father, then he’s got a lot of nerve coming near me after what my parents did to me when I was born.
“We won’t be 100% certain until we run a DNA test. But from what John told me, you were his daughter. Which is why I’ve been working so hard to track you down, so that you, Sam, and Dean would actually have the chance to meet each other. And maybe have an opportunity to make up for so many lost years.”
“Sammy do we have the supplies to run a DNA test here at the bunker?”
“Yeah I’m pretty certain we do, let me go grab one of the kits.” And with that Sam got up leaving the room to find the DNA kit.
“We could try calling Cas… It might be faster.” Dean said pulling out his phone to make the phone call
At this point I couldn’t sit any longer. Standing up I pace the room trying to wrap my head around all of this. My brothers? What the hell… If they truly are my family, where do we even go from there. I can’t just suddenly join them, just because I’m their sister. That’s not how things like this work, they probably won’t even want me to stick around. Especially since I wasn’t even important enough for John or Mary to mention, I was never even supposed to exist if it weren’t for that stupid….. Suddenly there is another man just standing in front of me. He just fucking came from nowhere. My immediate reaction is to pull my gun and point it at him.
“Where the fuck did you come from?!” I partially yell from being in shock, not lowering my gun this man just stand there and stares at me. His head slightly tilted and his big beautiful blue eyes staring right at me. His big beautiful Black wings, slightly raised behind him… What are you? My mind moving a million miles an hour, taking in all kinds of features from this beautiful, amazing person standing in front of me.”
“Woah, Woah, Y/n don’t shoot him. He’s a family friend. Plus shooting an Angel won’t do you any good. You will just waste your bullets.” Dean says stepping in front of me and placing a hand on my gun.
“An Angel?” I almost whisper.
“Yes, I’m an Angel of the Lord, my name is Castiel. And what is your name?” He asks me, I feel myself in a moment of complete awe. An Angel….
“I’m Y/n Winchester.” I say almost choking on my own name. Why am I so nervous around him?
“Wait, as in related to Dean and Sam?” Castiel asks squinting his eyes in confusion. At that moment Sam comes back in the room with a box in hand.
“Here we go, one DNA test kit.” he says sitting down at the table.
“I guess we are about to find out.” I say walking towards the table sitting myself across from Sam. Dean taking a seat beside his brother, Bobby choosing to stand and Castiel taking a seat next to me.
“Cas any chance you can just tell she is our sister.” Dean asks and Castiel shakes his head.
“I’m afraid not. You will just have to rely on that test. I am curious to see the results though.” He says looking me directly in the eyes.
I try to keep from staring at his blue eyes and his big black wings. Obviously it doesn’t faze the guys so I probably shouldn’t mention anything about his wings. We all sit there in silence as Sam goes through the directions taking some blood from each of us before once again getting up and leaving the room again. Once he was back he leans against the table stretching his back after sitting so long.
“So now what?” Bobby asks voicing the question everyone was thinking.
“Now we wait 24 hours and take a look at what the computer has to say.”
“Well I guess since we have nothing else to do. Anyone want a burger, while I’m making them?” Dean asks making his way towards the kitchen.
“I would love a burger!” I say slightly excited at the idea of a homemade burger.
“Well if you really are our sister, you certainly love food like Dean does” Sam says laughing, getting the rest of us to laugh.
“Hey what can I say I like good food.” I say grinning
“Well then prepare yourself for the best damn burger you will ever taste little lady” Dean says walking around the corner.
“I’m going to head back home, got some stuff I gotta handle for another hunter. You kids let me know what you find and play nice would you.” Bobby says
“Will do Bobby” Sam says with a nod. I get up and give Bobby a hug good-bye.
“Thank you Bobby.” I say quietly and he nods, giving me a squeeze before going to tell Dean bye as well.
Sitting back down at the table I fold my hands in my lap and sit there in silence. I’m not going to lie if these two end up being my brothers, It would make everything in my life so much better. But then again there’s the chance they won’t want me around. I hope that’s not the case but I’m just going to have deal with it and respect their wishes.
“Don’t think to hard Y/n, your head might just explode.” Sam says with a laugh, which in turn makes me smile.
“Wait Sam is that actually possible?” Castiel asks a look of complete worry on his face, which only makes me giggle even more.
“Cas it’s just an expression man. Nothing’s going to happen to her.” Sam says shaking his head.
“Good, cause I certainly don’t want that to happen.”
“Sorry, it’s just this is all so Shocking and overwhelming to me. I mean if you and Dean are my brothers. I honestly would be happy with that but it’s just so mind blowing to have gone all these years without knowing?”
“Yeah it’s a little crazy… Here why don’t we go get one of the bedrooms set up for you.” Sam says getting up, I get up and follow sam to one of the rooms.
“Here this one has it’s own bathroom, so you can have some privacy. I’ll go see if I can find some sheets and a couple blankets.”
“I’ve actually got my own blankets out in my car I can use, but thank you.”
“Alright well you get yourself settled and let me know if you want any help with your stuff.”
“I won’t bring to much in, I don’t have a lot anyways I wasn’t really planning on being away from my apartment too long.”
“Well just make yourself at home. If it turns out you are our little sister we will have you move in. Don’t want to miss out on anymore time with my baby sis and I’m pretty certain Dean feels the same way. So just get comfy.” Sam says with a nod turning and leaving me to do my own thing. I smile at the fact that this could possibly be my new home, with my two big brothers.
“Y/n, do you need to get some things from your apartment…. I could fly us there if you’d like?”
I smile not realizing Cas had followed us.
“That would be great Castiel, thank you!” With that being said you grab my arm and before I know it we are back at my apartment. My head completely spinning I lean onto you for support.
“Son of a Bitch. That was such a weird feeling.” I say trying to make my vision stop spinning.
“My apologies I forget how odd it is for humans to be transported like that. Are you ok?” You ask placing your hand on my back and it sends chills through my spine. I nod my head and lean against you a minute longer.
“I think I’m ok.” I say finally standing up on my own and head towards my room to pack some stuff. You follow me in, offering to help.
“I’ve got it Castiel, you can sit down on my bed while I pack if you want.” you nod your head and sit down watching me while I run around my room and bathroom trying to pack a bag quickly.
“Y/n, you can call me Cas if you like. Dean and Sam both call me that as well.” I look at you and smile nodding my head as I answer. I can feel butterflies in my stomach, how does this angel have this much of an effect on me.
“So Cas how did you even meet Dean and Sam?”
“I pulled Dean from hell, and after the apocalypse happened I pulled sam from the cage which my brothers Lucifer and Michael fell into stopping their fight.”
“Wait the apocalypse? Really that’s already happened? And Why was Sam in the cage with them? More importantly they’ve both died!!” I say completely stopping everything I’m doing focusing on you.
“Yes they both have died, yes the apocalypse happened. And Sam was Lucifer’s vessel which he said yes to try and stop him and Michael from fighting. Dean was supposed to be Michael’s vessel, but both brothers refused to fall victim to that whole situation. In the end Michael used Adam, Dean and Sam’s half brother to take on Lucifer. But we managed to lock them up in the cage which Lucifer was originally trapped in too begin with.” You describe quickly and I sit beside you listening to every word you say.
“A vessel? Does that mean you are possessing a vessel as well?” I ask slightly sad at the fact that I won’t ever actually know what you look like.
“In the beginning yes, but Jimmy died several years ago and now this vessel is really just me… Honestly if you were to see my true form, this is what I look like, everything you see is how I look in heaven” you say answering my question as if you were reading my mind.
“Well good I’m glad I get to actually know and see the real you Cas” I say with a smile and in turn you look down at your hands and smile. I love seeing you smile, it just makes me even happier.
“Cas, I’m sorry I pulled my gun on you earlier. I just was so startled and that was my first instinct.”
“It’s ok, I take no offense to it at all. Like you said your instinct was to defend yourself, and I can’t really blame you I kind of just appeared right in front of you.” You say placing your hand on top of one of mine. Which makes me smile and blush like crazy.
I look up at you and find your blue eyes staring right at me and I can’t help but get lost in them. I’ve never seen anything so blue before in my life. I’ve barely known you for a couple hours and I find myself being pulled to you. But you’re an Angel there’s just no way you would ever see me the way I see you right now. Suddenly your phone starts to ring, bringing us both back to reality. You answer it and it’s Dean wondering where we went, also saying something about dinner was going to get cold. I stand up and try to focus on grabbing the rest of what I need, but my mind keeps wandering to you. Finally I’ve gathered everything and come to stand next you.
“Are you ready?” you ask taking my bags from me and I nod my head. With that you fly us back to the bunker. Where I barely catch myself on your coat my world spinning again. That has to become easier at some point right. Once again I find myself leaning against you, my head against your chest. I feel your hand rest on my back and you lean your head down to my ear.”
“Don’t worry I’ve got you” you whisper and all I can do is smile, you kiss the top of my head and run your hand soothingly up and down my back. If I didn’t know any better I’d say you were flirting with me and you certainly were extremely smooth with it.
“Thank you Cas” I whisper before standing up and looking around to see we are in the room Sam gave me.
“We better get you to the table before Dean freaks out” you say making me laugh. I nod my head in agreement and head towards the kitchen.
“There you guys are, I thought maybe we scared you off Y/n with the whole big brother thing” Dean says as I sit down at the table, once again noting Castiel sits right beside me.
“It takes more than that to scare me off Dean” I say with a laugh before digging into my burger.
“Oh My God this is amazing!”
“See I told you best damn burger you’ll ever have”
The rest of the evening we all spend talking, telling stories and getting to know each other. All of us laughing and having a good time. Eventually we moved into the living room, deciding to turn on a movie. I found myself sitting on the couch next to castiel, and before I knew it I was completely curled up under a blanket leaning against you. You have your arm wrapped around me, running it up and down my arm. For the first time in my life I actually feel completely comfortable, safe, and I feel like I found somewhere I belong. Dean and Sam so loving and caring already even though we don’t know yet if I’m their sister, but deep down I think we already know that the truth is we are family. And you my Angel have me completely wrapped around your finger, which at some point we will have to talk about. But for now I’m content with falling asleep wrapped in your embrace. As I’m dozing off I here the boys shuffle around, someone placing a blanket over you and I.
“Damn Cas didn’t think you had it in you to flirt like this, you’re doing pretty good buddy. But just a fair warning, she’s our sister now so if you hurt her. You’ll have two big brothers on your ass. Are we clear?”
“Dean I have no intention of hurting her, there is just something about her that has me completely mesmerized.”
“Well obviously she feels the same way, just be careful Cas. It seems she’s had one hell of a hard life.” Sammy says
“I’m going to try and lay here and get some sleep now, so night” Dean says and I can hear both him and Sam shuffle in their chairs obviously choosing to stay out here with me.
Obviously they all think I’m already asleep, but it warms my heart to hear what I just heard. I feel you shift so you can lay on the couch with me. I sit up slightly groggy and allow you to shift before you pull me back against you.
“Sorry I woke you” you whisper
“It’s ok” I say closing my eyes falling asleep to the sound of your heart beating,
You lean down and kiss my forehead. Continuing to run your hands up and down my back soothing me into a deep sleep……..
Before I know it I feel someone lightly shaking me, trying to wake me up.
“Y/n, sweetheart.” I hear you say sweetly which only makes me smile. I’ve never woken up happy like this before.
“Hey Baby Sis get your ass up, the DNA test is done!” I hear Dean say, now shaking the hell out of me.
“Dean go away, I’m comfy and it hasn’t been 24 hours yet.”
“Yeah I bet you are comfy sunshine. Now get your ass up!”
“Dean give her a few minutes to wake up. Come help me boot this computer up.” Sam says defending me and I hear them both leave the room.
I open my eyes and look up at you only to find you staring at me again.
“What are you staring at I probably look awful right now” I say snuggling my face into your chest.
“I think you look beautiful.” Dammit Cas you really are fucking smooth.
I finally sit up trying my best to wake up, but it’s just not happening. I let out a small huff and I hear you laugh which brings my attention back to you.
“Come on let’s go get you some coffee.” You say helping me up and intertwining our fingers together leading me into the kitchen.
I sit down at the table while you go and get the coffee pot going pulling down a couple mugs.
“Cas are you hungry you didn’t eat anything last night?” I ask slightly concerned that he hadn’t eaten anything.
“I technically don’t need to eat, but I have found I like the taste of certain things. Coffee being one of those things.” You say smiling and sitting down grabbing my hands while the coffee brews.
“Cas we probably should talk about this…. I mean we just met each other. So what exactly is this between us right now?” I ask hoping you understand what I mean.
“This can be whatever you want it to be Y/n. I know we’ve just met but I can tell I really like you already. We’ll take everything slow, get to truly know each other. But if you don’t mind I would certainly like to court you Y/n” You say so sweetly and I smile looking you in the eyes.
“Cas I would love that. But now a days people normally say dating and boyfriend and girlfriend”
“Well then I guess I would like to date you Y/n Winchester”
“Cas, Y/n get your butts in here, this thing is ready to go!!” we hear Dean yell and I laugh shaking my head.
Cas quickly grabs us some coffee, adding a little creamer to mine like I asked for, before handing me my mug and once again grabbing my hand. I definitely love the fact that you enjoy something so little as holding my hand. We walk down the hall into the room which Sam and Dean are waiting for us in. Sitting down I place my coffee on the desk next to me, not fully trusting myself to hold it at the moment. I lean forward impatiently waiting for Sam to pull up our results. Every second that goes by feels like an eternity, I feel you squeeze my hand to try and comfort me, it must be extremely obvious how nervous I am right now. I look at you and smile my thanks before turning my head back to the computer screen.
“Y/n, you are 100% our sister!”
Looks like I’ve found my family…
To be continued.
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